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Hiatus

Tue Feb 21, 2012, 2:17 AM
I'm currently going to be on a hiatus on dA until I can really get my life back on track. When that days comes, I will be looking forward to it. I've been a horrible person this past year and it's really been bothering. I've been lying, cheating, cursing and being lazy when it comes to work in general. The internet has not been helping me at all. I feel like it's the biggest distraction in my life and that's the thing I need to cut right now.
I can't say I feel any hope for my story now. I though about too much and I don't have the talent to really share it to anyone either. I feel like that I should wait until I can either flow the words together or be able to draw it to show everyone. When that day comes, I'll be the happiest person on Earth.
For now I will not post anything artwork or journal related for awhile. I may look at art still and fave and comment now and then, but that will be it.
~TopazRaven really inspired me today because she's experiencing the same pain I'm feeling of depression. Drowning in the internet has not done either of us much, but it has brought us some friends we can really rely on.
I will go on my FB to cheek up on family, my emails and other messages from other sites, but that will be it. I've put my foot down.
I do want to thank those who've been my friends on here. I will want to keep in touch, I just need time to really find myself.

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Darky | 16 | Scorpio | 100% Geek
It’s pretty safe to say that I’m a amateur artiest who has a lot to learn about the subject. And I’m quite sure that I don’t know what I’m doing half of the time. Still, I try; I don’t give up too easily unless my temper gets the best of me. I’m willing to learn but I’m still stubborn as hell. (Which I have to thank my Dad for) -____-

I’m your typical anime/manga geek who has nothing better to do than to sit on my ass and look at art and attempt to do ‘artwork’, I usually fail miserably though. But like I said before, I’m stubborn. Too stubborn in my option.
My specialties’ – rather the things I’m actually decent at – is Graphic Designs, Photography & Manga Coloring. Photoshop CS2 is my main tool of use and I love it to death. The same goes to my Wacom Pen & Touch, the greatest work I’ve done was to get that thing and it was worth it.
That also reminds me, since I don’t have my license yet I don’t have a job. But, I do work for my sister constantly and hence why I have such nice things such as my premium membership and tablet for example. So remember kids, always work for an older sibling (or some adult with money in your family) and you can be rewarded; I’m an example of this belief. But if you want me to blunt, get off your ass and work for the things you want! *uh-hum* Sorry. Back to my little ‘about me’ thingy…
Ah, yes my favorite anime/manga’s. My first love was Naruto when it still played on Toonamie. That seems like forever ago. *sigh* After that got canceled I started to watch Bleach and any other anime’s they where playing on Adult Swim. Now for nearly three years straight on nearly every Saturday since then I’ve watched Adult Swim’s anime’s that they play because I can’t watch anime on the internet. As for Naruto I wanted to know what happened so I started reading the Manga on OneManga.com. It took me two months to read the whole thing from beginning to the latest chapter at the time and it was worth it.
I also have two men and their bands that have a special place in my heart. Eicca Toppenin – Apocalyptica, and Ville Valo – HIM. I’ve loved them – and the bands of course – since I was twelve so yeah I’ve liked them for awhile. ♥ Okay I'm done, enjoy lurking on my page.
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:iconvexic929:
=Vexic929 Apr 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch ^^

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Thanks ever so much for the watch! :huggle:

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`alexds1 Dec 19, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks very much for the watch!
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~szonjaxd Dec 17, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav!=)

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=Casualmisfit Dec 2, 2011   General Artist
How's the story?! :)

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